
I now look like this mask . Smile but there are the tears in my eyes.Somebody has a beautifull mask, when it drop down,it will make you 're been in pain
One of my friend that I treasure most in my life who told me that he don't want to recieve any of my mail anymore,and I bothered his life so much . I can't think he would say that with me . I just think writting mail to someone and ask him how he has been is showing my interested in a friend . Why he can say that ? why ? I really don't understand.
I really shock and cry so much.
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My dissapointed
@ 2007-07-31 – 09:59:30
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A wonderfull day
@ 2007-07-30 – 04:02:18

How do I describe my feeling when I get up today and saw a high, blue sky with many gold sunlights covered all the leaves in the garden . A lot of cool wind blew made me didn't want to leave my bed . I just wanted to lay on the bed and watched the sky.
But the work was waitting for me. Many things to do.
If I've got a daughter , I would hold her in my arms and we would watch out the windows, chat and smile together.
It's just a distant dreaming.







