Maybe today I've got some sadness .
It's from the bad weather and from my mind . When he said with me that he has been hurt because of my words , so I think the better way is my silent .
He's silent, too and doesn't want to reply my mail.
What does he want now ? I can't know the answer in his mind.
I wish I could go to another place and live a life without anybody around me . Maybe, the lonely will kill me day by day but It's better than the feeling in my heart now.
Feeling down and down without any reason why !!!
All the people who is around me, make me be tired and I make them be tired , too. And the better way is I should live far away from them .
When you're acquainted with your loneliness in a long time and then you tie your mind with another connections and relations , you sock, in doubt and feel more lonely because they think you're really a trouble although they like or love you much .
That's is my situation.
Every body has a dream, but I don't have . With me, They're just the nightmare . They come to me every night and then, when I wake up in the mornings , my face always has tears. Why can every body sleep well at nights but I can't ? Even,in a long time I didn't want to sleep at nights.
Feel down and down !!!!
The rain hasn't stopped yet and it covered all things the wet water. Under the rain fall, who can see anything ? Just an empty feeling in my soul .
